scooters a mess. and i am falling apart but pretending nothing is going on because jim’s still up and needing attention.<strike> of course, he won’t shut up about those fucking cunts and how “great” they are. they are fucking horrible selfish bitches who stomped all over him. i know i know, he won’t understand so better to let him think i agree then deal with him thinking i’m a horrible person. well, that was irrelevant. </strike> i mean i am a strong believer in a common denominator. and in the case of all my relationships ending up with parents that hate me i am the common denominator. i just don’t know what it is about me. i am polite, tend to be quiet, hide my opinions, and do my best to stay out of there way. what is there for an over opinionated mother to not love?!?! is because i date guys with over powering moms and tell them to make there own decisions when i am asked for advice? sorry i think a man (or any adult for that matter) can make his own decisions. 

fuck well on the subject of right now, his parents hate me, he has 24 hours to choose, if he chooses me hes kicked out and cut off. i hope he doesn’t choose me, i’ll never forgive myself.