in a world of my own.

i'm a girl on adventure to the wonderland i am still trying to find. i've searched disneyland throughly but i have been told magicals things just appear there so i often return to check. (but my days there have not been wasted, i spendt plenty of time learning all about the jungle.) i've attepmted to create a wonderland of my own; fuzzy creatures, tasty bisquits, happy flowers and all. i'm getting closer but i'm not quite there. i guess i should enjoy the search since i'll be to tired by the time i find this happy place.

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PRINT THIS POST WORDS: Notes: 1 3/4/13 — 10:54pm Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyfY6Xck Filed under: #personal #weight loss

i wanna go to dapper day but i have no one to go with…

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: 2/21/13 — 12:49pm Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6Yyef-Bj7 Filed under: #personal #dapper day

my shyness, awkwardness, and lack of a life has made me a very boring person. it makes me want to do something i’m not suppose to just for the story. i use to be such a fun person. on an unrelated note, i really really hate the red aprons.

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: Notes: 1 12/3/12 — 2:40am Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyYZPXkK Filed under: #personal #random #thought #starbucks #holiday

So Ed(brain) lately, well yeahs he’s Been a real brat. He’s made me feel like I have to do everything perfect or a list of horrible things are going to happen to me but then makes me redo all the small tasks again and again till they are perfect causing me to not have enough hours in the day to do everything. This is all while Ed is lecturing me about food/image/rightiousness nonstop. And I HAVE to fight Ed on those subjects that’s why I just deal with the be perfect one. Needless to say I’m exhausted all the time now. Of course Ed brain and my brain won’t shut up enough for me to ever actually rest. Dude Im suppose to be loving this easy break I have right now.

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: 9/15/12 — 5:01am Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyTQ8_-z Filed under: #Ignore this post #Ed #personal

i have been up for two hours and ed has already won. well, that’s just wonderful.

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: 9/13/12 — 6:15pm Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyTKaPR2 Filed under: #personal #ed #eating disorder #bulimia #i'm a dumbass

i love having people over because it makes my too big for me house feel like a home.

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: Notes: 2 7/30/12 — 12:22am Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyQNiV59 Filed under: #especially when its my family #everyone to my house. NOW! #personal

five hours. haven’t had an ocd attack that long since right before treatment.

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: Notes: 1 7/10/12 — 6:44am Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyP3Fso7 Filed under: #personal #ed #ocd #need to vent

The Last couple of days have fucking overwhelmed me!!!

my family won the court case, meaning i’m moving in a matter of days!
disney’s california adventure grand re-opening was today!
plus, the matterhorn!
my friend offered me his ticket to the labyrinth masqerade ball!!!!!!!!!

So now i have to pack, create an outfit, buy booze to sneak in, and cry over my lack of disney…

but does anyone have any masqerade outfit inspiration/ideas?

PRINT THIS POST WORDS: 6/15/12 — 9:08pm Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyNTjraQ Filed under: #masqerade #the labyrinth ball #personal #so excited!!!!

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Pretty shoes! Today I had a tough Choice: floral tights or floral shoes? I think tomorrow I might give the tights a turn.

High-res Notes: 3 3/24/12 — 10:04am Short URL: http://tmblr.co/ZAN6YyIU8xPV Filed under: #shoes #personal